"Tomorrow is never here ♥"

Well here it is, boys and girls (: , my post!
Well, wellm I've been counting: 2 months and 5 days `till my birthday! Wow.
I'll be entering the teen-age. Or, as some people may call it, the dark perious with rough hormonic hurricanes. I can't wait, at all. 13... A new start. A clean slate. It's going to be an awesome start, my nerves are predicting. Unlike the last -oh, two months of my life, which have sucked. Sucked like hell.
Well I had this feeling when I woke up, that it would be a shxxty day. I was tired and my head was spinning. The morning part kindof was - just fumbled around my room with my headache, cheking in on Stardoll and sitting glue to I'm A Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here '09 rerun. The after noon part wasn't so bad. Went down to the park; sketched an amazing tree that had like only two branches, listening to music. Then my sister took me out for dinner- we went to some adorable salad garden. It was outised and the atmosphere was amazing- fairy lights, broken benches, the smell of smoke and mud- and the food was really good (: though i chocked on an artichoke. Haha.
As I was saying...My parents are kindof being harrasing.Like wanting to know everything.Urgh, I'm so confused right now. I'm guessing the hormones are kicking in- one moment i'm depressed the next im extatic. - BIPOLAR (:-.
If this is some sort of clue of ot what's awaiting me in 2 months and 5 days, I don't think I want to be a teenager.

definition of teenager (in ade's words): a confused mix-age of zits and mood swings who crave attention and at times space. Self confidence descends, as depression frequency augmences- if that's a word.

Hehe (:
At least I've got my niches; music, writting and drawing.
All time low ♥ - newest music obsession.
Need to buy their CD, first, though. Youtube's proabaly sick of me xD


Well summer's creeping in by the hours. So much to do, to organise... It's crazy. I've got a week off school thanks to the rebellion of teacher at my school. Hallelujua. (: Though i've been a recluse for three days. In too much of a sxxty mood to answer those texts and phone calls. My mom wants me to get out of the house tomorrow, so we're going shopping. I'm fine with that. [:
Well , back to summer. When we get back at shcool next week, they'll be two days and ONE WEEK left of school. Omfg. I need to make a list.

SUMMER TO-DO LIST:
1) Buy converse (the perfect opurtunity-tomorrow )
2) Buy All Time Low CD.
3) Organise summer clothes and see what to get.
4) Beg for myspace.
5) Kiss someone. I want a Summer Love ;)
6) Buy that Retro Dress I saw at FUSSY <3 last week.
7) Grow hair. (:
I think that's a good start.

Riley ♥
My new love interest (: Haha.
There's so much about him...
He said he'd go out with me because I was pretty , when Aless asked him (just randomly, of course , after asking him about loads of other girls). But the thing is,I don't want him to go out with me because of that. I want him to like me. Well , time will decide... (:

So yeah,plans for tomorrow: shopping with Mom, working...I have a huge party coming up and I need a formal. White? I have this idea in my head. I think I'll sketch it out,and post it here, so you see what I mean. For the party, I mean. But yeah,who would design it for me? And as if Mom would "waste" money on that.

(x A demain, faithful bloggers.